Nosferatu Within - My Life Symphony of Horror

I wait at the corner of the cobblestone 
I hear in the distant the faintest of moans

Lurking like a plague it oozes from the ground
an aura of evil permeates the hoof-prints that strike and pound

My ears are afraid and I shutter in fear
I shiver and shake at the sounds haunting my ears

Daggers and decibels grow and pierce from within
haunting shadows held in the corners of my mind and their release begin

I can smell myself as musky dampness laced with earth
wafts the temptation and it calls to me my worth

A cloak of darkness hides my evil shroud
decay from within my coffin cry aloud

Is it myself I fear as I lie in wait
as my Doppelgänger comes and to my senses it will bait

A growing need to mutilate my skin 
fulfills the high of my hatred from within

Sweet release of the the salty elixir 
release of foul emotions make for the perfect drink mixer 

Am I vampire or related to Dracul
Am I evil or just acting cool 

Am I here or there
Am I rotting with care

Am I devouring from within
Am I human

Help me……..
I am a victim of my Nospheratu within as the symphony plays, the cutting begins again

This is me as I step into the mind of a "cutter" and try to imagine the horror living with this type of addiction