Her Hidden Window

In that secret place of long ago deep in the tiniest corner of my mind dwells a remnant of myself.

Dormant, like a chrysalis frozen in time, or like Snow White waiting to be kissed by her prince with a magical awakening….

there i am….me

What happened, i ponder frequently as i look through and sort lost hopes and dreams, plans and projects that have drifted far from me, lost fantasies that seem to get farther

out from my reach….

there i am ….me

It’s always my fault and you never listen, and when i do it’s still me. in a room filled with people and my smile i fakely adorn….secretly i am screaming in chaos wondering if anyone might hear me.  i walk around in a zombie-like trance preoccupied of this era I am locked in….

i forgot how i looked with my smile…

i forgot the sound of my laugh….

where am i....me

This isn’t the true me but a mere locust shell, I have grown calloused and weary, hardened of heart and I seek for myself daily…although i appear quiet on the outside my heart is quaking on the inside and a little of me dies everyday….like a scavenger bird seeking foul smelling carrion….

have you seen her…

the me i am searching for, has she survived..

i am desperate to find her

where am i

where

am

i

Someone please open the window and let me out

HERE I AM

HERE I AM

HERE

I

AM

ME

Twitterpated

your sweet embrace envelops me

our hearts are synced in that portal of time

my butterflies cease their fluttering

there lies peace

sweet release

Stricken

my hand you grab and pull me close

a constricting embrace ensues

all I can breathe in is your breaths aroma

i can taste its vapor and feel its warmth

i can smell your skin, a perfumed infusion

your love like an incense makes me high

resonant emotions exude from the pores of your frame

your cupid’s arrow is drawn closer to mine

as the bumblebee is drawn to the dewy tiger lily

your LOVE is my color EXPLOSION

Smitten

My heart sees you

giggly

wiggly

jiggly

My legs go weak

wobbly

knobbly

bobbly

Your voice whispers “i love you”

shuttery fluttery

wiggly jiggly

bobbly wobbly

You come to kiss me

I fall for an eternity

Simply Love and Love Simply

Your LOVE

….makes me want to hang off the warmth of the white stars

Your LOVE

….makes me want to swing over the xanthous moon

Your LOVE

….makes me want to bounce off the sun's beams

Your LOVE

….makes me want to slide down the bright bow after a fresh rain

Your LOVE

….makes me want to tread on the waves of an oxford blue ocean

Your LOVE

….makes me crazy with a fiery passion

….SIMPLY YOUR LOVE

Heart Glows and Kid Hellos

(upside down acrostic so read bottom to top)

*goodnight mr sun i’m only closing one eye, as you give me a wink i’ll be waving goodbyE

*giggles and laughs, tall fields i have ran, made mud pies, picked black-eyeds, played kick the caN

*lovely so lovely a moment i spy, when picking wild flowers with my loved ones and I

*refreshing you are after raindrops that do reach, a sweet juicy taste you’ll add to each peacH

*i get so excited when i see your special powers, they forever amaze me, you grow my wildflowerS

*your rays breathtaking and warm me just grand, shared in the morning over hot tea with my NaN

*you are bright and shiny with a buttery glow,your warmth and color are a huge flambeaU

*good morning dear sun my heart excitedly cries, a sojourner of light as you span the blue skieS

Insatiable

Creamy slice of all that’s divine

Tantalizing, maybe a hint of lime

tossing tongue tangoing tenaciously

Crust that can crumble

Comforts my tummy rumble

gustatory grub garnishing graciously

Berries or chocolate, plain or no top

The taste is ecstatic and to my knees it makes me drop

romping riotous rushing racily

New York, American, cream cheese, or ricotta

Frenzied spike in my medulla oblongata

sparkly sunny satisfying sweetly

I ate it all and that’s no lie

Cheesecake cheesecake why oh why